Missing Layla & Exciting News
Wow, has it really been this long since I’ve blogged? The past month has been a blur. A crazy mix of emotions. I feel like I’ve found my way out of this thick fog I was stumbling around in, and now I can see clearly. I am finally able to process what went on the past year and it hurts like hell. I miss Layla more with each passing day. It is so difficult to look at her pictures without tearing up or talk about her without crying.
Jenna and Claire seem to be doing better. Jenna cries less and is more willing to talk about how she feels, and Claire is beginning to understand that Layla is never coming back home. It is tough to answer the same questions everyday – “Where is Layla? When are we getting her from the hospital? Why is she in heaven?” These are daily questions from Claire.
We’re still just taking it day by day. We went to church today for the first time since Layla passed. That was pretty difficult. We’ve wanted to go every Sunday, but when Sunday morning came around, we just couldn’t go through the motions to actually get to church. I realized a few days ago that it was time for us to start going again and soak up as much of God’s word as we could. And let me tell you, I’m so glad we went! I left feeling refreshed and better than I have in days!
I understand that it’s really hard for some people to approach us. More often than not, I can tell that someone wants to talk to me but they don’t know what to do or say, so they just cry, then apologize for crying, then apologize for not knowing what to say. That’s okay! If I see you out in the community, I welcome smiles, hugs, tears, words of sympathy – whatever you feel like sharing. It warms my heart to know that so many people are still thinking about our sweet Layla and still praying for us.
Now for the exciting news….
I am SO THRILLED to finally share with everyone what I’ve been working on for the past month. When Layla passed, it became my mission to live out her legacy and do everything in my power to make sure other children don’t suffer the way she did. I’m proud to announce the birth of the Layla Grace Children’s Cancer Research Foundation! I have met with attorneys and accountants and signed papers, they have filed those papers and I will have my tax id# this week. I am SO excited to see what this new chapter of our life will bring! The Layla Grace Foundation’s primary goal is to raise funding for Neuroblastoma research, and we are also tossing around some ideas about how to directly help children going through treatment. Parking passes, meals, gifts, childcare for siblings, and of course – flower beanies!
Our first large event in Houston is being planned right now, and in about a week I’ll be in need of some volunteers who would like to help. Guys, this is going to be BIG and I’m going to need several volunteers. Also, planning for our second large event will start at the end of this month and I’ll need volunteers for that as well. At one point, I couldn’t keep up with all the people who wanted to help. I pray the Layla Grace Foundation will be blessed with an abundance of volunteers!!
What a beautiful way to remember Layla. I miss Layla so much, and will never forget her. Please give us more details as you get them, so that we can help your cause.
congrats!!! now i just wish i lived cloer to come help…. i can offer you help if you need anything from colorado, my self as well as many of my friends fallowed your story with layla, and i still think of her everyday. im glad to hear the family is doing bettre, but like i said if you need anything email me
Wow, I am in awww of your courage and strength. You are an amazing woman with an amazing family. It is hard for me sometimes because my husband has cancer but you help me stay strong with your words.
I would like to volunteer. Please let me know what I can do. I continue to pray for your family.
We are praying for you every day that God will heal your hearts. I would love to volunteer! My time is limited because of work but I would love to contribute any way I can.
Shanna, you are amazing and I know Layla is looking down on the entire family and she is so proud and happy that you and Ryan are carrying on her legacy. I live in Nevada, but if I were closer, I would definitely be asking you how I can volunteer to help in any way. I just want you to know that you are a great mom and an amazing person. I have a 14 month old and I don’t even know how I could handle it if anything ever happened to her. You are an inspiration to me.
How fabolous for your family what a fantastic way of remembering Layla and helping other children. Just to say thank you for inspireing me, as since Reading Laylas story I have started training to look after children like Layla and I’m so excited. Good luck with everything god bless xxx
I have no doubt your charity is gonna move mountains!
That is amazing news! She is looking down on you being so proud of what you have already done. I wished I lived in TX so I could help out… but my thoughts and prayers are always with your family
God Bless
Brittani
I am happy that you went back to church. We all know that GOD is the source of our strength. As for me, I was off church for many months because of some problems but eventually I went back because I know I needed Him more than anything else.
It also good to know Jenna is coping up. Someday, Claire will realize it too.
As for the foundation, I am happy with the news. I pray it will be an instrument of God’s blessings to help those who are in need.
Anyway, I just want you to know that you are an admirable woman. Strong and brave in God.
That’s so exciting! I wish I was closer so I could help. Big things are gonna happen!
Your daughter Layla Grace touched the hearts of many and I am one of them, Her memory will live on , I fell in love with her and her story, and it made me become a better mother to my children , I am glad to hear that you are doing better and that is so great about the Layla Grace foundation ,I wish I lived closer to help, I would be there in a heartbeat, You and your family are still in our prayers, God bless you all!
Christy
Proud and would be an honnor to volunteer! You are in our prayers !
I don’t live in Texas, but if there’s anything I can do from Iowa I’d be thrilled to help out! If nothing else, know that the power of prayer is firmly behind you as you set out to continue Layla’s legacy. Continued love and prayers from our family to yours.
Congratulations and i wish you much success with the new foundation. You and your family are always in my thoughts.
I’m sooooo thrilled to hear of the birth the foundation!!! I’ll be looking for ways I can help!
Also I’m glad you guys were able to make it to church this morning! That’s awesome!
I would be honored to volunteer and I would be willing to drive from Georgetown to Houston to do so! Let me know how we can help twitter.com/aTxFootballMom So excited for the foundation and still praying for your family!
I live out of state but originally I am from Texas. My husband joined the military and is leaving for Afghanistan in September. I just want you to know how much sharing Layla’s story has impacted our family. We love deeper and have felt the love of God like never before. Your precious baby is an angel to so many. If you ever need a volunteer who can help with anything from a distance let me know, I would love to help! Your daughter changed my life and I am proud to support her foundation in any way I can!
Love from Fort Campbell, Ky. The Bartlett Family!
Hi
Wow, I really admire what you’re doing. You’re so incredibly strong! I have just donated some money. It might not be that much since I’m just a 17-year old student, but… well, I just think it’s amazing what you’re doing and I felt like helping. I’m from Germany, but if there is anything else I can do, please let me know.
I wish you all the best – keep on going, one step after another.
Andreas Hellmann
Shanna
I live in Cypress and would be honored to help with Layla’s foundation.
Melissa
May God continue to bless you and your family with comfort and healing. I continue to think of Layla on a daily basis. I also seem to read of so many other children that have been diagnosed with Neuroblastoma, and it is heartbreaking. May God guide you as you attempt to help so many innocent children that are afflicted w/ this disease. You are surely making Layla smile and making her proud! Hugs to Jenna and Claire, and love and prayers to you all.
I am interested in helping in any way I can!!
Hello, I have been reading your blog and following Layla’s journey for some time now. Much good energy is sent your way everyday. My 2 year old is named Laila…I live off of FM 1960 and will whole-heartedly volunteer at these events. Keep us posted on dates and how to help out!
I’m so happy to hear that the girls are better each day and that Layla’s foundation will start soon.
Love and prayers for your family.
Edith
What can people from out of state do to help you?
Amazing. That is the word that comes to mind when I read this post. You are amazing. I am in awe of your strength and determination. What a wonderful way to honor Layla! God is working in you and I will continue to pray for you and your family. If there is anything I can do to help from Ohio please let me know!! This is going to change a lot of lives!
Shanna,
I am so proud of you all for getting through this month and still managing to coordinate the foundation! Please know that I would LOVE TO HELP! I live in Houston and actually attended Layla’s Celebration of Life, and met you and Ryan and the girls. I would love to help in ANY way possible, as would my husband and stepson.
I pray for you and for your whole family every day, and think of Layla all the time. Let me know what I can do to help!
Katie Cortes
Such a wonderful idea! It’s absolutely amazing that you’re taking your tragedy and turning it into something that will benefit so many children and families. I’m currently in school to get my Biology BS, and I hope to get my masters in cancer biology, specifically to do research concerning Neuroblastoma. Your beautiful daughter and beautiful family has inspired me in ways I can’t begin to express to you.
May God bless you, and thank you for sharing your story. Without it, I may never have found my passion. My family will continue to pray for yours, and we will keep Layla in our hearts.
Shanna,
I still tear up and sometimes cry when I read your blogs. I’m so proud of you and your beatiful family, because you had the strength to make it through this past month. Learning that the girls are getting better -you too, of course.- makes my heart smile.
I wish I lived closer, but I live in Argentina, South America. If I can help in ANY way, please, let me know. I would love to volunteer and If I lived close to you guys I would be there without even thinking.
I’m sure Layla is looking down on you guys and that she feels extremely proud and happy of what you’re doing.
My thoughts and prayer go to all of your family.
Love,
Renata.
Shanna, you are such a beautiful woman. I stand amazed at what God has done in you and through you in the midst of some very difficult times. You are living out Layla’s legacy BEAUTIFULLY. I know the Lord is smiling and giving you the “thumb’s up.” We are here to help however we can.
What a joy to have you in worship today! Your family is precious to us.
Blessings,
Julie
I am so thrilled to see your blog. I was just thinking in the car on the way home from getting ice cream with my husband and daughter that it’s been just over a month since Layla’s passing. I still think of her daily and because of her, I pray with my 7 month old everynight for Him to place His healing hands on each child effected with a fatal disease.
A girlfriend and I came out yesterday to the Hugs for Layla event and we were disappointed that we just missed you. I would have loved to meet you and with that, I would LOVE to help in any way I can. I live in Katy so I am fairly local. Once you have more details on either/both events please post so I can know what to do.
He is still watching over you and your family Shanna. He always will and she will ALWAYS be smiling down on you, Ryan, Jenna and Claire. Keep your chin up and smile back. You’re doing great.
So much love and prayer,
Kirsten Hauptman
Would love to help!!! My mom and I have been following sweet Layla’s story for some time now and would be more than happy to help in any way. I have a little girl just 4 days younger than your precious Layla. Think and pray for your family daily. I will be checking back to see what we can do. Love to you and your family.
Im so sorry that was supposed to say 4 days younger than your precious Layla was.
I am from Iceland, my sister lost her son 2yrs old 3yrs ago. He had stage 4 neuroblastoma and had relaps like Layla. Through my sister I know what you are going through – it will get better. They had older son so it was never an option to just give up. She says it still hurst as much but she just has learned to live with the pain. I prey everyday for all those beautiful little children fighting this desease. Good luck with the fundation, those children need better medicine which is made for children not adults. They do need cure and I am sure the cure will be found one day. Just hope sooner than later.
Layla was such a beautiful girl, I am so sorry for your loss.
bvI am amazed by your strength and courage, I can’t even imagine how hard things have been for you & still you move forward. I am so proud of you for what you are doing. Not only will Layla’s legacy live on, it will do beautiful things for so many well deserving, wonderful children. I live in California & if ever your foundation reaches this far, I would be HONORED to help in any way that you need me to. Please email me if you ever have the want or need. I am saddened every time I read of another story of another innocent child stricken with cancer, when I see the word Neuroblastoma, I just cry & think of precious sweet Layla. I will support your family & Layla’s foundation in any way that I can. I think of her every day & pray for your family & the foundation often. Lots of love & prayers, Alicia
Ready to carry on Layla’s Legacy!!! I’m here and ready, but you already know that!!! XOXO
I think it is wonderful that you are able to carry on Layla’s memory in such a manner that will impact many more lives. I heard about Layla’s story from a mutual friend, A. Blevins Swiney. I consider myself blessed to have been touched by your daughter. I was able to see how compassionate and loving my own daughters can be, even toward a complete stranger. They checked the blog at least 15 times a day and still check daily for updates. We live in the area and I was able to bring them to Layla’s celebration. It was beautiful!
We would be honored to volunteer at any event where we might be needed!!
Many hugs to you!!
I’m excited for the Layla Grace foundation. Will there be any way for folks from further away to help? From Kansas or Nebraska it would be pretty hard to drive down!
What an amazing idea. I will be graduating college in june and have decided to dedicate my life to non-profits. well at least until I figure out if I want to teach. I wish I had a way to live in Houston. I love what you are doing for the legacy of little Layla, and I wish so much to be involved. I have worked with American Cancer Society for a few years (volunteer stuff) and I love helping those who have been touched by cancer. being a childhood cancer survivor myself, this means the world to me. So thank you for spreading the word and staying involved. YOU ARE TRULY AMAZING. Please feel free to contact me. I love what you are doing! heesacc@eou.edu
Christina
Thank you so much for the post. It is a blessing to see how you are doing and please know that we are continuing to pray for you all. If out of state people can help in any way please let me know.
When you are ready to expand to Florida, LET ME KNOW. I would love to help the Layla Grace Foundation in any way I can. Also, if there is anything I can do in the meantime, from out of state, please let me know. You are a super Mommy! Stay strong and may God bless you, your hubbie, and your beautiful daughters, including your sweet angel Layla in Heaven. Pam
I would be honored to help on Layla’s foundation!! Let me know what you need – count me in
My deepest condolences for your loss and congrats on the wonderful work you are going to do with the foundation. I have been following your story on Twitter and am moved to try and help you in some way. By training, I am a Development (Fundraising) Professional with an MPA in Nonprofit Management. Currently, I’m a SAHM, located in NY. If you ever want to run an idea by me on email, I would be happy to help.
Wow!! You are such an amazing testament of Faith!! I live here in Houston and have a daughter that is suffering as well and I have been following Layla’s story for a very long time. Layla’s story is not finished here on earth and I am willing to help in any way that I can. I will volunteer for whatever it is that you need. I am a SAHM, so I have the time. Let me know. It would be such a pleasure to meet you. I was at Layla’s Celebration of Life. She has changed me and my family’s life forever!! May God bless your efforts and continue to live out her legacy!!
Love always, Corinne
P.S. I also went to Mayde Creek, but am way older than your hubby. I graduated in ‘95.
What can people from other towns, cities do to help out? Let us know what needs to be done, how we can all help.
Cancer has touched my life too many times. Im sorry it touched you and took Layla. I think of her often and hug my 2 year old tighter. I’m pretty crafty and I’d love to donate goods to you. Sounds like you might be providing some items for families in need and I’d be so honored to help with a quilt, flower beanies, etc. Please add me to your list of willing and able volunteers.
I’m in Arizona, but if there is anything AT ALL I can do from here, I would feel blessed and honored to help. Please, please, please let me know if there is anything I can do. ANYTHING!
Email me at arizonamamma@gmail.com
There has not been a day that has passed that I have not thought about your beautiful little girl.
Shanna , you are an amazing women! Layla is so proud of what your doing with her legacy. I am happy Jenna and Claire are doing better. I am here to help you carry laylas legacy. Just let me know.. God bless you, Ryan,Jenna and Claire. XOXO
You are such an amazing person and I certainly see His light shinging through you! I would love to help with whatever I can, and live in the Houston area. I myself have a two year-old with health issues and a heart for helping other families going through their own journey. Please let me know what opportunities you have for volunteers. Thanks for all you do!
How exciting about the foundation starting. I wish I were closer, I would love to volunteer! I’m still praying for you guys all the time.
If you do any events in the NYC/ Long Island area I will be happy to help with anything. I have been following Layla’s story for months and I am sorry for your loss.
I can’t look at pictures of Layla without crying and break down in tears while telling her story … I can’t imagine how you and your family do it Shanna. Layla touched so many lives and will continue to do so through her foundation. If ever your foundation expands to Canada I will be your first volunteer. What can those of us from farther away do to help carry on Layla’s legacy? I’ve been so moved by your family and your courage and grace. I’ll never ever forget any of you. Because of you my faith in stronger and I pray daily….something that wasn’t the case before hearing sweet Layla’s story.
Amazing. I am so excited about the foundation!
Although we live in San Antonio, please let me know of any way we can help! If on a weekend, during the school year, we are willing to drive to Houston to volunteer and help out! During the summer we are off and are willing to help anytime. Keep my email address =)
Praying for you always,
COLEs Prayer Team
http://www.colesfoundation.com
LIndsay Manfull MandLman25@aol.com
I think about you guys and Layal every day!!!
Congratulations on the Foundation…. good luck! I wish I loved closer to help. I still think about your family and Layla everyday…. you guys have changed my life.
I can’t explain why I am drawn to your story….I live hundreds of miles away from you yet I feel compelled to follow your journey. I feel like I have been with you every step of the way and my heart goes out to you. You have no idea how much respect and admiration I have felt for your family. I hope you know how much people care about you, Good luck with your Layla foundation I wish I could be there in person not just in thoughts and prayers.
I had tears in my eyes when I read about how much you are missing sweet Layla. I am in total awe of your strength in starting this wonderful foundation! I live in New Jersey, but if ever you need help with anything on the East Coast, please let me know! Like everyone else, I am also wondering what we can do to help if we are outside the Houston area. Anything at all, we are ALL here for you, praying for you and helping to keep precious Layla Grace’s legacy alive! Thank you for continuing to share with us, we all love you and we all love and miss Layla.
Hugs
Aisha
Shanna,
I’m so glad to read another blog post from you. I’ve been thinking about your family the past few days, and hoping that you were doing all right. Please keep us posted with details about the foundation!
Thank you for the update!! I wish i could help to volunteer but live in ont. Cda…if there is anything i can do from here..please let me know! Hugs to you and your family!
I am SOOO happy for all of you! I pray for your family each day.
Love in Christ,
Sarah
How awesome about Layla’s foundation! I will be praying for this new endeavor. I know that God is going to do great things through Layla and you! I wish that I lived closer (I’m in Ohio), I would be there in an instant to volunteer for this great cause. I continue to pray for your family’s healing.
I think of you guys often. Layla will be remembered so beautifully through the work of the foundation you have created in her honor.
Love and hugs and prayers for all of you.
I am so happy you found some peace today. It’s amazing what beign in the Lords house can do to a soul. I would love to volunteer so if there is anything that can be done from afar, please contact me! @bwreece
I’m in North Carolina, but if there’s anything that I can help with long distance, let me know.
I am studying glass art, so if you ever need anything for an auction or anything like that, let me know.
I’m so amazed by your strength and courage. You are an amazing woman and you have a strong family to have gone through all that you have this past year. I’m so excited about your foundation. Wish I lived close enough to volunteer….let me know what can be done here from SC.
You and your family are still in my thoughts and prayers.
Wendy
Looks like something good will come from Layla’s passing… She can help save other children, like the angel she is! Doesn’t make sense that we should lose a child to save so many, but those questions will be answered in time. It’s good you have faith and that is what will carry you through! Layla has touched so many lives <3
If you need help, I would love to volunteer! This is such an amazin’ mission and it would bring me joy to help you work on anythin’.
your postings and your husbands have really meant a lot. thank you for sharing and it sounds like you are going to be a busy momma! praying for your family,
mm
Im so excited about being able to help! Let us know when you know what you need!! (I am in Katy
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Hello-
I do not know how exactly I came across your blog, but I did and have been touched by your blog in many ways.
First, I hope you don’t mind a complete stranger reading your blog, and I do send my greatest sympathies one can send.
Second, I would like to donate flower beannies to the Layla Grace Foundation. I would also like to donate my time if possible (I reside in WI and I am not sure where you are located?) I do not know how to donate the hats and would love more information.
I can’t imagine how difficult this whole journey was, especially now. I’m still praying for your family, and I will always remember Layla. It’s okay to cry looking at pictures of her and talking about her. Your baby will always be with you.
I am SO excited about the Layla Grace Foundation! I wish I could help, but I’m in Ohio. Do you know when the first event will take place? I will be in San Antonio at the end of the month.
Thank you for continuing your blogs. Even though Layla is gone, your family is still on everyones minds.
I live in Ohio so I can’t volunteer in Texas but if there is any way I can help in my area I would love to! I think about your family (including your sweet angel) all the time!
I don’t know how you have found such strength. I think about sweet Layla EVERYday.
Congrats on the foundation! Layla has forever changed my life.
That is EXCITING news!!! What a great oppurtunity to minister to others by actually helping the kids and their families directly. My mom passed from cancer in 2006 and she had no outside help from any organization for things like food, shelter costs and other basic essentials. She was unable to work and moved 1900 miles to live with my husband and I and our kids. Then she was taken care of. Helping families directly would be such a huge blessing! God bless you and your plans today and forever!
Your family has touched my life so deeply. My youngest baby is also Layla and I just look at her and I think of your Layla and all your family has been through! I have shed so many tears for your sweet Layla. You are sooo incredibly strong and AMAZING!! The impact that Layla and your family have had on soooo many people is just mind blowing. It’s truly beautiful. I wish I lived close to get involved in your foundation. I think your enthusiasm alone will make it a HUGE success!! It’s so nice that your turned your pain into such an incredibly postive cause!! Best of luck with it! Can’t wait to follow the progress!!
Always thinking of your angel Layla.
To me Layla stands for Little Angel You Love Always!
I have been following Layla’s story since the beginning of March from a well wishing post of a friend on Facebook. Although I have not been aware of her for long, I can not keep her or her family out of my daily thoughts. I feel as if she is part of my family and look forward to hearing of the great strides her legacy will make! I would love to volunteer to help out in anyway I can but sadly, I live in Ohio. I hope that one day the organization spreads so large that I have the opportunity to do so. I spread the word of Layla daily and hope that one more person can be saved from this horrible disease. Much love from Ohio!
Congratulations on the foundation!! So proud of you and your family for being so strong and inspiring to everyone
if you need help in Toronto with the foundation, please let me know!
I have been checking back often and am so glad to see your update! Layla must be so proud of you for staying strong and turning something so sad into something so positive! Wish I could help but I am way up in Mass. Layla had truely touched an entire nation. You and your family are an inspiration!
Thank you for the update. I’ve been wondering how you & Ryan & the girls are doing. I’m so thankful that God has given your family the grace you need to get through this tough trial. I’m also thankful that it has drawn you closer to Him and not further away. A lot of people would blame God and get upset with Him, instead of doing what your doing and seeing it as God’s plan. I was so touched by your sweet Layla’s story. I have 4 children of my own one of them being a little girl just a few months older than Layla, and her story and your testimonies brought me closer to them, especially Savannah(2). It haa forever changed me as a mommy. It’s so good to hear your sucess with Layla’s Foundation, I live in Ohio, unless there is some way to help long distance, the only thing I can offer is prayers for the Foundation. I continue to pray for you and your family. I pray God does great things with Layla’s foundation. She was so precious and I never even knew her personally. May God continue to bless & your in my prayers.
-Amanda (Ohio)
P.S. Just curious, have you told Ryan Cecrest or Paris Hilton about the Foundation? Also, have you found out when Jenna’s on T.V. With her interview?
I’m also in Ohio… If you decide to organize something state-wide, we’re all here!! Update on my friend: In hospital, on oxygen.. They stopped fighting cancer and now only trying to make her life easier.. But we’re not giving up! Although I am a ocean far from here, I’m sending energy each day. Your sweet girl has colored our lives with vibrant colors
I check your blog often to see if you have posted anything new and was so glad to see a new post today. I think of Sweet Layla and your family often and cannot wait to hear what you have in store for The Layla Foundation. I would love to volunteer and will keep checking back to your blog to see when you will need help.
Shanna, your little girl helped me to realize that if we come together and work as a team, we can change the world!! You and your family are so incredible to take such a personal and emotional tragedy and transform it into an amazing and life-changing opportunity for others. The work you are doing right now is SO important and I want to lend my hand in anyway I can from afar(CT to be exact). Please keep us all posted so we can continue to support this cause in memory of Layla and any other angel who may walk in her shoes. Your little angel has changed my life forever and I want to do whatever I can to “pay it forward”. You ROCK Marsh Family!! Much love from CT
I would LOVE to help. Please keep me posted on the details.
Hi Shanna,
I would love to be able to volunteer. I live in the Houston area and would be honored to help out with anything to do with sweet Layla Grace. You can contact me at kymoreno1005@yahoo.com
I have been blessed to get to know your family and Layla Grace from your blogs and it is what motivates me each as I work at UT M.D. Anderson Cancer Center in Houston.
I just read the blog about needing volunteers for the events that are being planned right now for Houston. I would love to volunteer for those events, please let me know more details as they unravel and I would love to meet you in person sometime.
I am so happy to hear about your foundation. I love it when people channel their pain in order to fuel a cause they are passionate about. Layla would be so so very proud
I am in Cypress and ready to help!!!!
Still praying for your family regularly and thinking of Layla all the time. God is good and He will guide you on this new journey! Good for YOU!!!
Continuing prayers from Oregon…
Praising Him!!
That is exciting news!! What a wonderful way for you and your family to honor your precious Layla.
It is so hard to see your children go through the loss as well. They just can’t grasp everything, because they can’t possibly understand every detail. I will never forget the faces of my boys when I had to tell them that their little brother went to be with Jesus. It was one of the most heart breaking moments in my life.
My heart goes out to you and your family. God bless.
Hi Marsh’s, I think of Layla every single day and will never forget her. I also tear up when I view her pictures and think of her. She has touched my heart and have opened my mind in a way that I honestly can’t explain. I pray for your family every night as well.
A verse that comes to mind…”For I know well the plans I have in mind for you says the Lord, plans for your welfare not for woe! Plans to give you a future of hope. When you call Me, when you go to pray to Me, I will listen to you. When you look for Me, you will find Me.” ~Jeremia Ch29.
Love & Prayers from Nebraska
That’s so exciting about your foundation. I still think of your family and Layla daily. I SO wish that I lived closer to you to help out. I’m in PA (Pittsburgh area). If you ever need a volunteer up this way…let me know! Continued thoughts and prayers to you and your family.
So thrilled for what the future holds for Layla’s foundation! This is truly wonderful and will be a blessing to so many!!! I’m in Wichita, KS and would be thrilled to help in any way…would be happy to post links, etc. to help promote the events and such on my website and/or blog…or anything else you need us out-of-staters to do!!!
As a former hospice nurse – turned photographer – my heart has been touched so deeply by Layla Grace! I have also been following the blogs of Kate McRae (www.prayforkate.com) and Cora McClenahan (www.themcclenahans.com), both sweet girls who have also fought bravely against neuroblastoma, and I am in the process of organizing some “portrait party” type fundraisers for the proceeds to benefit neuroblastoma research…and now can go towards beautiful Layla’s foundation!!!!!!!
Thinking of you, your family, and beautiful Layla every day! Praying for peace beyond understanding!!!
Hugs from Kansas,
Lori
Congrats on the foundation! I’m very excited to see it come to life. I’ve been following Layla’s story for a few months now, and I’m so happy that I did. I live in western Wisconsin and have three small children and very little time, but if volunteers are ever needed in a kid friendly atmosphere, I would love to help out. I think it’s important for my kids to learn to help others as well.
Well you already know how moved and motivated I am because of Layla, you and Ryan. I feel so blessed to be able to help. I cannot wait for the details of the upcoming events as I truly hope to be able to come out from CA and participate!!
Hi, I’ve been following you guys on Twitter for the past 3 months and Layla’s story has really touched me. I couldn’t help but browse through your Flickr gallery of all Layla’s photos and I was wondering if I could possibly draw/paint a portrait of Layla for you guys? I would have drawn her anyway, but now that I think of it, I would like to do one for you guys personally. If there is any specific picture of Layla that you like, I’d be willing to give it a try.
God bless.
I wanna volunteer…..is there ANYTHING I can do from East Texas….since I can’t be in Houston??? Please let me know!
Shanna- I’ve been awaiting the day to hear you say the foundation was ready for volunteers! I was so moved by Layla, I actually searched other ways to get involved and help in any way possible after I first read about her illness. I have had another friends baby pass from a brain tumor a few years ago. Now having as child of my own, I have ached and grieved with you as I followed you thru this journey . I do live in your area and would be HONORED to help any way I possibly can. I have been changed by Layla’s precious life. And will be available to help any way you will allow.
I live in Boulder, CO. I would love to volunteer to help, but I don’t live in TX anymore. Is there anything I can do from here? I have some web experience and a little bit of design experience, and I’m a college student here in Boulder. I want to help so if you are doing any national programs, or any online programs and need volunteers I would love to help!
I’ve been following your story from Ireland and I just have to tell you that I think you are all wonderful people. To have such poise and grace when your world is being changed forever is so admirable, I don’t have the words. I am so sorry for what happened, Layla was the most beautiful little girl with the loveliest smile I’ve ever seen. You can see the love in all of your pictures, and they are a joy to behold. How lucky you were to be a Mum to such a gorgeous angel. She, and all of you, have had a massive impact on my life. I am a mother of young boys and you have inspired me to be a better Mum, and a better person. I have no doubt that Layla’s foundation will go from strength to strength, you have the most amazing courage and strength and with that, you can move mountains. You are all in my prayers daily. I will never forget your beautiful little girl and the impact she has had on me – I’m just sorry I’m so far away and can’t help out.
Thank you for sharing all you have with us – and for allowing us in to your lives for our own benefit. You have no idea of the impact you’ve had on people on the other side of the world. xx
Shanna, It’s so good to hear from you and your family! I have been wondering about how you’re doing, praying for you and thinking of Layla daily. I am in upstate NY, but if I can help you up here, don’t hesitate to put out the call. Hugs and prayers for your entire family.
Hi, i’m from Germany and i heard about Layla a few months ago.I read your blog and your twitter a few days before Layla went to heaven. The last days before that i prayed every single day for you, her and your whole family. I was absolutely moved by Layla. My sisters Daughter is just 1,5 years and every time i look at her i’m just sad and wondering, why god is taking this child, and not the other (if you understand; my english is not that good).
i would love to help with your foundation as a volunteer, but – as is said – in the beginning, i’m from germany; is there any other way to support you?
Lots of Hugs from Germany,
Jess
Shanna-
Your strength is very inspiring. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of the Marsh Family.
Look out cancer here comes the army!
Hi Shanna,
Thank you so very much for your strength and courage in sharing precious Laylas journey with the world. I am in Australia and have followed and shared Laylas story with many people. I am inspired daily by your family. I know I am a little far away (or alot) to help, but like so many others, if there is ANYTHING at all that I can do, please don’t hesitate to contact me. simone_amiet@hotmail.com
Stay strong, Our love to Ryan, Jenna, Claire and your self….
Smile always, as Layla will always be watching to brighten your day xo
shanna i befriended you and ryan on facebook, i am in md…i know alot of us would love to help but live in different states….is there a way we could help from afar…so many of us right now long to be in texas close to you all…it helps us be close to layla…ya didnt have to know her to love her and miss that gorgeous smile…and those eyes…love you all and think of you all daily and cant say enough cant cry enough just know we will always be here and no doubt those volunteers will be in abundance!!Lord we pray now and thank you for what you are doing with the marsh family…how awesome to remember her this way…Father let your hands be on all that shanna and ryan do to help find a cure and help comfort those who are in a simular season of life give them finances give them volunteer line them up Father at the door and may there always be a knock and plenty of money to get your job done….IJN amen and amen!!….i would like to start visiting and volunteering at local childrens hospital and help support the families affected by neuroblastoma…wish i was a millionaire…cause then you would be too!! and also there would be beannies everywhere for everyone. especially those sweet dear lil ones who need them the most…! love you from afar sis….if ever im in texas…i wanna come meet you and give you a huge hug… and if ever your in md/dc area dont you dare stay in a hotel…you have a place here with us anytime you may be in area for bus. or whatever….it would be an honor to help lil laylas parents in anyway possible!! if you ever have huge amount of envelopes to stuff or something of that nature that i – we could help with. i would be willing to cover postage getting it here and do whatever we can…my husband says about our family we may not have much according to the world but be got plenty to spare!! what we have is yours our service our love our home! God bless you and keep you safe!
Wow, can I move to Texas so I can help!! God bless you and your family! God Bless Layla for the faith and love that she has spread.
Amazing News!! I know Layla is so proud of you all!!! She is never far from my thoughts and I check on your family (via the site daily). I wish I lived in Texas and could help but know there will be many, many people offering assistance. God Bless you all!
Just wanted to share that I LOVE the idea of flower beanies for the children at the hospital….to walk around and see so many smiling faces with flowers on their heads where hair used to be….the image in my head just makes me smile, I can’t see how it wouldn’t do the same for everyone else in the building!!!!
So happy to hear your voice on the blog again! Congratulations on the new foundation – look at how Layla is continuing to help kids who need it! xoxoxo
So nice to hear the good news about the amazing cause Shanna. I am in a little village in England, so can’t help out physically, but if there’s anything we can do from afar, just shout! I look forward to hearing more news. Continue to be strong and brave – you are all amazing. XXX
I wanna help!! Whatever you need, I can do it! I am here in Houston and I follow your tweets and website almost every day! I’ve never been so touched by such a sweet angel as your baby girl and I would love to give back in any way I can! If you need volunteers, please let me know what I can do!! You and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers!
I think and pray for Layla everytime I look at my own daughter. And I cherish every minute that I have with her more than ever. I wish that I lived close I would love to help with the charity. You are such an amazing mother Im sure Layla is beaming up in heaven.
Lifting you all up in prayer!
Angela Brunette at Basket of Hope may be a good resource for you. See http://www.basketofhope.org. Her foundation provides baskets full of age appropriate goodies for children with cancer.
I will be waiting to hear about all the upcoming events and I will glady help out any chance I can get. I am very excited to hear all of this…not just for Layla and your family…but all the children and their families who will benefit from this. I still think about and pray for Layla and your family daily!
Dear Marsh family!
Please let me know what can be done outside the US? It is a global issue, but the core activity seems to be in your state -which is great too – but what can we do in Europe about this besides donations?? Will you have a separate website for the Foundation that could be translated to other languages?
I work for a child development center in Hungary. Yes, Layla’s little hands reached out that far.:)
We miss your daughter every day too. It is not getting better at all yet, and we are complete strangers to your family. Someone wrote: it will get worse before it gets better, so we are waiting for that to happen. You did everything for her, and she gave us so much more in return! I am so so grateful, and I know this is what I should be, not sad or angry.
God Bless you, you give us such a great example!
All the Best,
Gabi
I think of you and your family and Layla often and keep you all in my prayers. I am still following and would love to help make a difference! Let me know what we can do…I’ll try and get word out too….many blessings! Going to check out http://www.partyforlayla.com, as I LOVE photo shoots for my little Layla.
very exciting news that the foundation is established and ready for events! what a great way to remember layla, educate others about and fund research for neuroblastoma. i would love to help and volunteer. please let me know what you need. god bless~~
Another note from Colorado! I still follow your twitter feeds and check the blog every single day. Not a day passes where I don’t think about Layla and your family.
Can’t wait to see how I can help… even if it is to donate online. You are doing great things in the memory of your precious little girl!
Shanna, I am here in Houston and would love to help out..I do work so between that and my toddler I do have limited time..but if there is anything I can do let me know!!!
Shanna, I live in the Katy area and would love to volunteer for the events that are being planned for the Layla Grace Foundation. Please keep us posted on dates and how we can help!
I pray for you and for your whole family every day, and think of Layla all the time. I’m sure Layla is looking down on you guys and is very proud and happy of what you’re doing.
Love,
Jessie
Please keep us posted on the volunteer event. I would love to help! I am a SAHM of 1 and have a babysitter whenever I need it. It would be such an honor to assist you!
Wow.
You guys are awesome. Wish we lived closer….even if the heat of TX might kill me lol.
So happy to hear of Layla’s foundation. What wonderful role-models your family is to the cancer community.
I still look at your blog every day…..still thinking about Layla and how missed she is.
Your friends in Washington State…
The Gileno’s
Shanna – I am so glad you seem to have stepped out of the “fog”, and that the girls are beginning to understand a little more. My family is still praying for your family, for strength, and for the ability to share Layla’s Story.
I know so many of us followers don’t live in Texas, but if there is a way any of us can help from afar, please let me know! I would love to help!! Your story has helped me become a better mom, and I will continue to share your story with people, and most importantly my little girl (she is now 16 months old).
{{Hugs}} – stacy
Once again my sympathies over the death of your beautiful daughter, but she will always live in your hearts.
You are doing awesome work with creating this charity, I wish I lived closer I would so be there in memory of Layla Grace!!
Shanna, I continue to be amazed at your strength…I can’t imagine how difficult the past year and a half, and especially the last month has been for you and your family. I am just one of the many who was, and continues to be, touched by Layla’s story. I still think of her every day, and I pray for your family each day as well.
Congratulations on getting the foundation going, I know it’s going to be an incredible success!! You have many people in your corner, and I am certainly one of them!
I wish I lived close by so I could help in person, but please feel free to reach out to me for whatever I can do to help from South Florida. Whether it be holding charity garage sales, or organizing other events to help the new Foundation, you can count me in! I sent an email to Layla’s Angels with some ideas…
You are all always in my t’s and p’s,
Melanie from Ft. Lauderdale
I too have been touched by Layla’s story and your family. I’m glad to hear that the Foundation is off to such a great start. I live in Florida, but if there is ever anything I can help out with, please feel free to ask!
Myself and several friends would love to help the Layla Grace Foundation. It would be an honor to help represent such an amazing little angel!! Please let me know what we can do to help. We are just down the road in The Woodlands. Love and Prayers are with your family always.
I still think of Layla everyday. I miss that little angel even though I never met her. I too wish I lived closer so I could help do whatever you need help with. Please know that you and the whole family are still in my prayers everyday.
I know you don’t know me and I never had the privilege to meet your BEAUTIFUL little girl, but after reading your blog and hearing what you have went through I have to tell you how much of an inspiration you are to me. Though my children are healthy, there are so many out there that are not. I feel so blessed right now..and strong, because i know that whatever comes my way, I can make it through just like you have! I pray that your family continues to gain strength each day. I think what you doing for other children in need is awesome and I want to help in any way that i can! I live in Missouri right now, but if there is anything I can do, please don’t hesitate to ask! I WANT to help you help others!
Please let us those of us that live out of state know what we can do to assist you. I want to help in any way I can – but I live in Pennsylvania.
I am amazed at your honesty and your strength through it all. I will continue to pray for your family and for the foundation’s success!
Shanna – there honestly isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of you, your family and Layla. Many times I find myself talking about her to my husband or my daughter or just silently thinking of all of you.
Just like so many – I wish I lived closer so I could volunteer. What an AWESOME foundation you are putting together and I think we would all be simply honored to be a part of it. I have no doubt you will have an abundance of volunteers – you are all gracefully getting through something that most of us will never expierence and it’s so uplifting and life changing to follow your story – I just wish I could do more than just follow a story =(
Always thinking of you from up here in Seattle.
Much love, The Brown Family
Remembering Layla after a month she went to heaven.
Today I read a devotional which made me thing so much of you and your family and thought I would share it with you…
On the night before He was crucified, Jesus went to the Garden of Gethsemane to pray. The thought of what would take place in the next 24 hours caused Jesus to be deeply troubled; “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death” (Mark 14:34).
Being fully God, Jesus knew exactly what was about to take place and exactly why it had to occur. But being fully Man, the foreknowledge of the rejection, physical pain, and spiritual separation from the Father was nearly unbearable.
Mark 14:36
“‘Abba, Father,’ He said, ‘everything is possible for You. Take this cup from Me. Yet not what I will, but what You will.’”
Jesus cried out and asked for the plan to be changed; and yet, His greater desire was for the Father’s will to be done. Earlier in His ministry, Jesus taught us this same principle; “This, then, is how you should pray: ‘Our Father in Heaven, hallowed be Your name, Your Kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven’” (Matthew 6:9-10). Even with an absolute understanding of what He must endure, Jesus’ sole desire was to glorify the Father by walking the path placed before Him; “I have brought You glory on earth by completing the work You gave Me to do” (John 17:4).
This is the example we ought to follow all through our life; we should present ourselves to the Father, fully prepared to serve, and be completely emptied of our own desires. When we have allowed Him to be the only possessor of our heart, He will fill us with His Spirit and accomplish His perfect will through our life. When our life is ordered and directed only by His will, we will receive blessings from above which bring far greater joy than the fulfillment of ANY flesh-directed desire.
This is one of the mysterious “secrets” of the Christian walk. We were created to be in fellowship with God – to glorify Him and enjoy His presence for all eternity. We may spend a lifetime chasing what we believe will bring us a sense of fulfillment, but we will never be truly content until we rest in His arms and submit to His ways.
What cup have we been given to drink? What seemingly unbearable burden have we been given to carry? Have we been asking, even demanding, that the burdens be taken from us, or are we yielding to the Father’s will and being determined to glorify Him in all we do? Let’s come to His table ready and willing to serve; but let’s also come with complete submission to His perfect plan. Only in this can we fulfill the purpose for which we were created. Heavenly Father, we give our life fully into Your hands; let it unfold, not by our plans, goals or desires, but according to Your will.
Have a Christ Centered Day every day and know that He has great plans for your family and you and that Layla came to do His will. He is very proud of her as we all are.
Sincerely
Claudia
I am so glad you are feeling better and glad to hear the girls are doing well. I have checking in daily for updates and glad to see your new post. If I were closer I would love to help, but being so far away I feel helpless. I can however, help any way possible online. Promoting your events, ect. Please just email me what you need!
I am one of those people who just don’t know what to say and I have just sat quietly and followed your story for a while now. Layla has changed my life in a way I could never explain in words. I have cried so much but felt selfish for doing so, my tears could never compare to the pain you have felt and continue to feel.
My mother is currently undergoing cancer treatment and the more I hear about people that are suffereing or have suffered with Cancer, makes me more determined to do something about it.
I am currently studying to be a medical assistant and want to continue my education as an RN. Having said this, I personally have made it my mission to help those with Cancer. It was Layla and my mother who made this decision a lot easier. Please continue to keep us updated about the foundation and I will do what I can to raise awareness over here in California.
My thoughts and prayers are always with you. I don’t say this lightly, I truly think of you all on a daily basis and hope each day gets a little easier.
Congratulations Shanna & family!!
I know!!! haha What a wonderful cause, I know your heart is written all over this & I know it’s going to be HUGE!! I hope you get the volunteers you are looking for & if I can be of any help from out of state you just say the word!! Best to you girl!
So happy that your spirits are up & that you have a project that you are working on!! Projects are a great way of destracting
~Rachel
Shanna, you guys are just amazing! Still praying for all of you guys and special prayers for Jenna & Claire who must miss their baby sister dearly! I am soo excited to see what you make out of the Layla Grace Foundation. If there’s anything we can ALL do to help we WILL! Rock on guys! You make Layla Grace SOO proud!
I think about you, your family, and Layla everyday. Even my own children remind me of Layla and I embrace them and think of her. You will always be in my prayers. The ideas for your foundation sound awesome. I live in Missouri, but if anything can be done to help you from here, I would be interested! Take care and know that you and your family still have a place in the hearts of many.
Shanna,
So happy to hear your voice on the blog again! Your posts still bring me to tears and no doubt, amaze me! Words from your posts in the past run through my head every day. I still find myself talking about your sweet little Layla to my Mom and my kids, sliently thinking about her, and sometimes shedding some tears as I think about what she, and your family had to endure this last year. I continue to pray for you and your family before I lay my head to rest every night.
The ideas for the foundation sound amazing! As your precious Layla has changed my life in so very many ways, I would like to do the same for others. I would so love to help contribute to the founation in any way possible from out here in California. Please keep us all posted that live out of the state of Texas, for ideas and assistance you may need from us abroad. I am ever so eager to help your family and promote awareness!
ALWAYS in my thoughts….I have been touched by your angel…..
(hugs)
Jill
so glad to hear an update…it’s day by day…moment by moment, right? God bless you and may God abundantly bless and increase the efforts of the foundation.
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xo
Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you and say a little prayer for you all. We live just north of Houston and look foward to all the great things to come, would love to be able to help out in some way! What an amazing way to remember Layla!
count me in for any volunteering! I am right down the road in Cypress!
Please take time to visit the cooper foundation, you and your family will find great comfort there. I am praying for your family!
thecooperfoundation.org
first i must let you know that i still think of all of you everyday. i myself still cant talk about layla with out tears so i cant even imagine how hard it is for you. second i must say it is so wonderful all the things you are doing now. layla and your entire family will continue to touch lives forever. i also wanted to let you know that there is a relay for life in my town on april 30th and i will be walking in laylas honor. i cant think of a more deserving princess. she has done so much for me and for others. thank you for sharing your sweet angel with us all.
p.s. my zoee recieved her layla grace beenie, she lloves it. it is so special to us all.
I would LOVE to volunteer..!
Shanna –
I am the mother of twins who are about six months younger than Layla was, and though I’m not a crier (I don’t often cry at sad movies, etc.), Layla’s story touched me in a way that I’m not sure anything else ever has. As a still relatively new mother, I’m able to relate to your feelings about your daughter in a way that I wouldn’t have been able to before. Seeing that your little Layla looked so much like one of my twins (her name is Brianna) brought this story even closer to my heart – I’ve looked at every picture, read every entry of your blog (I know you’ve heard this a thousand times), and I generally cry like a baby whenever I read something new you’ve written, as I did just now, or whenever I think of you all. It’s so hard for me to understand why someone so sweet and so innocent should have to endure so much pain, only to then lose her battle, and of course I am awed by the strength of your faith and your convictions. I’m happy for you that you have your faith, as I know it must make things a little easier – but my heart also breaks for you every single day.
One thing I can say for sure is that though I’ve never been as much of a “glass is half full” person as I’d have liked to be, you have made me see things in perspective. Having twins hasn’t been easy, but on those nights when they’ve got me up every hour b/c they’re teething and I have to teach the next day, I just thank God for the opportunity to go into my room and hold them in my arms, b/c I know you’d give anything to be able to do that – I’m appreciating every moment I am able to share with them, and I am so grateful that they’ve been so healthy.
Another reason I wanted to write (I’ve visited your site every single day for so long now) is this – I know that you are still in the fledgling stages of Layla’s Foundation, and I’m so excited to hear that you’re getting things started. I am certain that you will find plenty of willing volunteers, and when you are able to let people know where they can donate to your foundation, I know that they (we) will. More than that, though, I wanted to give you some additional food for thought in case this is something you’ve ever thought about. I live near a children’s hospital called the Children’s Hospital for the King’s Daughters, and the hospital has numerous “circles” of women (mostly women, anyway) who raise money for the hospital and do things for the children there.
I wondered if you’d ever thought of sponsoring (not even sure this is the right word) similar “circles” or chapters or whatever you want to call it – to support Layla’s Foundation? I think it’s clear that there are people everywhere who would jump at the chance to be involved – if you had willing “coordinators” in various areas, there are lots of ways that I think we could begin to figure out ways to locally support your organization. If you had help, or the time yourself, such people could probably participate in conference calls or online chats of some sort to figure out how to get started, and I imagine that there are even people (myself included) who would be willing to come to meet with you to lay the groundwork for ways we could begin local “chapters” or circles of some sort.
I am a high school teacher and, I like to think, a fairly intelligent and capable woman
, and I mean every word of what I am saying – I have always wanted to volunteer for a worthy cause, and I think that I’ve found one into which I’d be willing to throw my heart and soul. Think of how much money you could raise for Layla’s foundation if you had subgroups of her foundation operating in numerous cities throughout the country!
If this were ever something in which you’d be interested, you should certainly feel free to contact me using the email address I listed here, or you could just say so in any new blog entry you write in the future, as I will be certain to see it. Just let me/ us know where to contact you if there are those of us who are seriously interested in getting involved in a big way – in my position as a high school teacher alone, I am certain that I could rally much support from my students and fellow teachers if I had the permission to tell them about your sweet girl.
Much love, and know that so many of us think of you day and night, and throw a kiss to Layla in heaven whenever she crosses my mind – what an angel she must be.
Love always,
Jessica S.
no one can put into words how we really feel about layla and what you have been through….there are none. But what i can say is i only read about little layla a few weeks before she went to be with god. Her story touched my heart so profoundly … it has been a while since and every night i still light my candle at 8 pm for her and pray that this will not happen to another family. I pray that God will make a way for you to help other parents push through this and help to ease the burdens they have…. I so wish i could have held your hand and comforted you all going through this. Layla willl NEVER be forgotten. I think of her daily (i only know her story and her picture). WHAT a blessing that she had YOU for her parents. That is a real story of love. Bless you all and know that little Layla will never be forgotten.
Your family is so amazing. You have all faced this with such strength. It is awesome that you have decided to do what you are doing. It is exciting to see that great things are to come out of the sad and difficult situation that you have endured. Your words have made me soak in all of the little things I can with our children and see some of the little things they do in a different way after reading some of your blogs. Thanks you for that!! I appreciate all you have shared, happy and sad.
I am in Ohio so I am not near to physically help with this foundation but my family will be gladly donating to whatever we can to do with the operation of this. I have prayed so much for your entire family. When I listened to Ryan on the latest radio interview he did asking for prayers for the foundation I started praying for that also. We will continue to pray for strength for you Shanna and also for you Ryan and will continue to pray for comfort and understanding for Jenna and Claire. You are a beautiful family. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily.
I was so thrilled to see a post from you! I still go to your blog and check in on facebook almost daily. I have been moved by Layla and your whole family more than I can even explain! I have been waiting to hear news of the foundation and am so thrilled to see that it is up and running. I live in the Dallas/Fort Worth area and would love to help in any way that I can. Layla is a part of all the hearts of those of us who followed her and continue to do so, she is so proud of you(as we all are) and will be watching all the amazing things that you are going to be doing in her honor. Thank you so much for giving us the gift of loving your daughter and praying for her and you for now and always!
I dont personally know yall buthave been following your incredible journy for some time! I live in the area and my granddaughter who is 13 and i would enjoy helping! please email me!
You should be so abundantly proud of the work you are doing. You may not feel strong everyday, but Layla is with you in everything that you do and everything that you are today. I hope you take comfort in knowing that you are an amazing mother to Jenna and Claire, and the reason Layla had the best life possible in her short time on earth. Good luck and lots of success to you with the Layla Grace Foundation!
I truely hope that the Layla Grace research foundation is HUGE success. Layla will be up there cheering her mummy and daddy on.
I’m so proud of your determination and drive to take your pain and turn it into something absolutely beautiful. Please keep us posted with all the details!
What an amazing way to remember your beautiful sweet girl. Your story has touched me so much..I think of your sweet girl so often as my girl is just one month older than Layla. I hugged her extra tight the day she went to heaven as tears streamed down my face. I don’t know you but you like me are a mother so we are connected in a way that only mothers know!! May God continue to provide you comfort and strength!
I have a very small bow/headband business that I started because of my daughter. I too sell those flower beanies…I would love to help by donating some to Layla’s foundation. Just let me know where I could send some too!!
God’s Blessings,
Stephanie
I have been following this blog and Layla’s story has truly touched my heart. I would LOVE to volunteer! I live in San Antonio but I have family members who work for Southwest Airlines and I can easily get on a plane to Houston anytime. If you still need volunteers please contact me at shopgirl2988@yahoo.com.
Took my grandaughters out yesterday for their first outing wearing their Layla Grace beanies and wowed everyone in the mall!! They are two and four, McKenzie Bryne and Kendall Claire. I’m in the Chicago area and wanting to help with the foundation. Find me on FB
Pamela Bartholomew
Layla’s story has touched me in an unbelievable way. I think about her every day and pray for her and her wonderful family. Because of you sharing your story with the world, I have become a better mother to my children. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I wish I could help, but I live in Massachusetts. I hope things continue to get better for you and your family!
God Bless you all! I live in the area and would LOVE to help when the time comes. Please add my e-mail address to your list of volunteers.
Thanks for the exciting news. I know that you will do a great job with Layla’s legacy. She has already affected so many, and I know she will never be forgotten.
Continuing to pray for your family,
Shannon
I´ve been following Layla´s story & even though she´s not with us physically, I know she´s watching over this wonderful project. Is there any way to contact you to talk about this project? I have an idea I think you might like.
God Bless you all,
Ali
Glad to see a post again from you guys and excited for you about the Foundation. I will be waiting for the upcoming information so that I can volunteer for Layla’s events.
Love and hugs to the Marsh Family.
Stacey
Congratulations on the foudation. I think of your family and Layla daily and want you to know how you have changed my life. I hug my son a little longer each day and give plenty of extra kisses. I didn’t think it was possible but Layla has made me love him just a little more and be thankful for every single moment with him — even when he’s throwing a tantrum.
I don’t live in TX but would love to help the foundation and look forward to more details. If you’re ever in Chicago or need help in Chicago, I’d love to buy you a cup of coffee. I’d also be willing to donate free legal advice and I’m sure my law firm (a top 50 law firm) would take the foundation on as a pro bono client. Email me if you need anything.
Shanna, you are a source of strength and courage like no other. May God continue to heal your wounds and provide strength to you, Ryan, Jenna and Claire.
My oldest daughter who is 16 has lost 3 friends to cancer in the last 7 years. Layla’s story hit so close to home for us. We felt like we were fighting this battle with you. We followed your story daily and prayed for your family as we still do. We were able to make it to Layla’s Celebration of Life and what a Celebration it was. What a beautiful day for a beautiful angel!!
I would absolutely be honored to be a volunteer for Layla’s foundation. My daughters as well. Please know you have 3 faithful warriors in us. Please keep us updated with details on how we can help keep Layla’s legacy going.
Much love to you all.
In God’s Grace,
Kerry, Kemerly and Taylor
We are still thinking of you guys and praying. Glad you made it back to church, its hard I imagine, but when we are away from church and finally make it back it does feel great. We just had our little one baptized on Sunday and again I thought of Layla.
Wow I am sure your foundation will take off cause you have so many people following your life. You could have volunteers all over the US I believe. You ever come to St. Louis you can count on my help. Your going to wonders for Layla and many other children to come. Our prayers continue to be with you.
Shanna
I live in Birmingham, Alabama, but have followed Layla’s story from the beginning. While I cannot come to Texas to volunteer, I can certainly donate funds to your very worthy cause. I just need to know how. Please advise.
Blessings to you and your family…….
So glad that you blogged Shanna! So many people just wait for your updates. It makes “us” feel better to read your words and know that your daily journey, and that one your family, is progressing.
Layla’s story honestly has changed my life. I didn’t know about your blog or Layla until her last few months. After I heard about it, I looked on your blog and couldn’t read very much because I just couldn’t handle it. I sat at work crying, at home crying, anywhere I was having fun, I thought of your family and Layla. I thought, I can’t be having fun when this family is going through such a horrible thing. I hear about stories of children with cancer all of the time, but yours really touched me for some reason. I live in the Dallas area, but PLEASE let me know how I can help here. If it becomes very successful, which I really hope for, and you need volunteers here in the Dallas area, please contactl me. I will help in whatever way I can.
Wish we lived in texas still and I would come help. but if you need help from another country i can help. we are stationed in germany till 2012. ill be in texas in nov though so if you got stuff going on ill be more the willing to help out!!! glad your family is doing better! and all you can do is go day by day. cant wait to see what is in store for your foundation!!!!
Courtney
I’ve been following your blog and my heart breaks for you and yet at the same time I’m so inspired by your strength, your words and your faith in God. I look at my 16 month old and I find myself thinking of the tradgedy and pain you experienced and how much you are missing Layla now and the tears start to flow and I have to fight to keep from breaking down and crying for you.
I was thinking about your foundation and an idea came to mind. I hope you don’t mind the recommendation.
I came across this photo contest and thought you might want to consider submitting a couple of photos of Layla. You could give the prize money to Layla’s foundation. I would recommend these two photos:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/39868954@N07/4383309717/in/set-72157623497966380/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/39868954@N07/4385355162/in/set-72157623497966380/
I think they are absolutely breath taking.
Here’s more information on the photo contest:
http://www.millerslab.com/BabyChildContest/bc_howitworks.aspx
The winner is determined by on-line voting.
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
kelly
AWESOME!!!! can’t believe the time has come, Layla Grace Children’s Cancer Research Foundation!!!!! Praying hard for u
That is wonderful news! You are amazing!
COUNT ME IN!!! I’ve prayed for your precious family constantly and I want to help! I’ve been looking for a volunteer opportunity and I know this is right for me…so, put me in, coach!!!
So amazing, you are very inspiring. Now, I know where Layla gets it from, ya’ll are so magnetic. I think I have checked on ya’lls site and have sent you guys e-mail notes etc.etc. dozens of times. I have been so drawn to your family for some amazing reason that is unexplainable. I pray and wish for your family healing,comfort,love,favor and compassion all the days long. God bless. Layla’s legacy is living so strong. What a precious bundle of life she still is. Her amazing spirit just lingers.
God bless,
Love Candace
Please e-mail me if there is ever any volunteer work that is needed I would be honored.
Could you guys come to Kentucky. Muhlenberg County to be specific? I would be glad to help you guys out.
Hello Marsh Family! I have been following your sweet angel and think of her every day! She has touched my heart along with so many others. I have signed up to do the Relay at the end of this month and have been waiting patiently to volunteer. I live in Houston (Heights area) and OPEN for anything so please let me know what I can do to help.
My prayers continue for your family always!
May God Bless each of of you on this awesome journey.
Danielle Wall
I am up in DFW, but would love to volunteer somehow. Layla was such an inspiration for so many of us and anything that can be done, please just let this community/tribe that you have created know
I am starting a business and would love to have one of my product’s proceeds donated to the Layla Grace Cancer Research Foundation-is it possible to get with you on that? You can find me on Twitter as MommyMoxie.
Prayers to you all!
Layla Grace touched my heart in a way that forever changed my life and how I live it. I started following your story right after Valentine’s day and haven’t stopped. I have learned to work less hours in the evenings, the house is okay a mess as long as we are having fun together, and cherish every moment you have with loved ones especially my little ones. I feel honored to tell Layla’s story to others and hope to spread the word. I met a woman the other day and she shared her story with me, her daughter (now in her 40’s) was one of the first diagnosed and survivors of neuroblastoma. I wish we lived closer to help out with Layla’s foundation. The best of luck and you guys are always in our prayers.
Take Care
With a great sadness I’m coming here to tell you that my best friend, my maid of honor, passed away this morning. She was only 26… And I am so hurt and I can’t find nothing to hold on to, I can’t even go to the funeral cause there is that stupid ocean between us. Life is not fair and it has no meaning in days like this. I’m hoping she will have a chance to meet Layla and they will know how much they both touched my life. I am almost alone here in US, and have no one to share my sorrow with. It hurts so bad, so bad. I love you very much Danijela, with all my heart. Maja
I wish you all the very best with your foundation. I run a foundation also in honor of my friends’ little boy who passed away in 2005. My heartaches and tears come when I think of all you are going through and how you must miss your little girl and ache to hold her for one more moment. Love to you and your family.
Little Layla has touched my life in such an amazing and unexplainable way. I think of her and pray for her and the Marsh family daily. Thank you for sharing her journey with us. It is amazing how such pain and heartache has turned into such pride and promise. I am in awe of your family’s courage, strength and inspiration to humanity. Through Layla, I have become a better person on so many levels and someday I will thank her.
Congratulations on the Foundation it will be such a success and those of us not close physically will be following as closely as possible to support and help.
Layla is peeking through the clouds, her beautiful big blue eyes and ear-to-ear grin, with such pride for her Family and now the Foundation.
Continuing to pray for Layla, Claire, Jenna, Shanna, Ryan and the Foundation.
Can’t wait to see what God’s going to do with the foundation! I’m an hour away in Lake Jackson but when you post what you need help with, I’m there!
I’m in the Sugar Land area and would love to help out in any way possible! I’m positive that Layla is laying on a cloud, flapping her wings and looking down on your family with a smile on her face!!
Oh, so exciting!!!
You guys are awesome! I still think of you and yours often and pray for peace for your family.
Praying and thinking about Layla and your family daily. I will be so glad to volunteer any way I can. Please let me know.
I think it is wonderful that you went back to church. I just got back into church after serveral years of us losing our son Zachary. I just couldn’t find the urge that pushed me until now. It does help you and makes you feel refreshed. I am also excited for you and the foundation. If you ever need volunteers please let me know. I am in the Houston area.
I hadn’t checked your blog for a few days so I am just now reading your most recent…though not a single day goes by where I don’t think about your precious Layla Grace and you all — and pray for you. I am so excited to read about the birth of Layla’s foundation! If there is anything I can do from Florida I would be honored to be involved! I will be praying for the success of the foundation! I am praying that some of the celebrities who were following Layla will help build some momentum and visibility for her foundation!!! Praying for peace and God’s healing for you, Ryan & the girls.
I am so excited to hear about Laylas Foundation I have a 15 mth old baby girl named Payton Grace and I love putting her in flower beanies too!! haha Laylas personality seems alot like Paytons and I have prayed everyday for GOD to give yall the strength to keep your faith high. Layla was a blessing Angel sent to us for a Purpose and I continue to pray for you and your family everyday, Layla truely touched my heart. I am excited about the Foundation and if I can do anything here in Lubbock Texas please let me know I would love to help.. Praying for success and your family may peace be with you.
I have been thinking about your family so much. Really, not a day goes by that I don’t look for an update.
That is AMAZING news, and I know you guys will make her proud!!
xoxo
I live in Cypress and I would be proud to help in anyway . I will look forward to updates on how to help.
I live in Houston and would love to help in any way that I can. I have been touched by your story and have experienced the pain that comes from losing a loved one from cancer. Anything you need I can make time for.
Oh Shanna, God Bless You!! You’ll never know how wonderful of a mother you are! We saw you and Ryan at the rodeo, and as soon as my eyes met You & Ryan…. I was frozen… I just wanted to hug you so bad! You would have thought I met a movie star and was star struck! Instead Ryan and my husband shook hands in pure silence… both military men… and it was just a moment I will never forget. You have no idea of how much of an inspiration you are. As the saying goes- God only deals you what you can handle. Thank GOD they put Layla Grace in YOUR arms!
Love,
Holli
Going to church for the first time is always so hard but not even sure why.
Hope the foundation is a huge success!!!!!!!!!!
Continuing to lift up prayers!
Psalm 130:5-8 I wait for the LORD, my soul doth wait, and in his word do I hope. My soul waiteth for the Lord more than they that watch for the morning: I say, more than they that watch for the morning. Let Israel hope in the LORD: for with the LORD there is mercy, and with him is plenteous redemption. And he shall redeem Israel from all his iniquities.
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Your family continues to be in my prayers. Little Layla Grace has touched my life so deeply, and I’ll never be the same for having “known” her. She has changed me as a parent, and you all have changed me as a Christian with your phenomenal testimony of faith.
Congratulations on getting your foundation up and running so quickly. Layla’s legacy will no doubt live on through it, and continue to touch and change countless more lives.
You are amazing the way you are setting up a foundation in honour of Layla to help other children in the future. I love the idea of the ‘Layla flower beanies’
If I weren’t on the other side of the world, I’d volunteer to help you in a heartbeat. Sending lots of hugs your way x
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family
Congrats on the foundation! I know it will be a huge success! Love the Layla Beanies! Very cute! I know you must miss Layla immensley and you probably don’t want to hear that, but please know that we, all the way over here in Australia! are thinking of you. Love hearing news on how you and the family are doing and I would love to help at the fundraiser, slight problem with my geographical location though! But if you ever need help in Australia! (haha, as if!) please know that I am more than willing! Lots of hugs and prayers 
Meg
The daily prayers of a whole English community remain firmly with you and your family. Layla has truely touched the lives of so many people. Should you ever have need or requirement for help for this very deserving cause from this side of the pond, please – all you need do is say.
My love, thoughts and prayers to you all x x
Your are an amazing women! Can’t wait to hear more about the Laya grace foudation and how I can help!
I have been following your blog through a friend of mine, Your story has touched me and my family(im a mom to a 16mo) Laya Grace will for ever be remembered. Your a brave strong women and I admire you! I will be making a donation to your fund. Its not much but I do want to do my part to help you and your family with your journey and the research to this cancer. We live in San Antonio so if we can ever help plse contact us!
Keep the faith, and we are all praying
Kim
I miss Layla, too. I dont check Layla’s twitter as much as i used to, but i cant bring myself to stop completely. Its hard because i still pray for all of you, and for god to wrap his arms around you and keep you safe. Layla is so proud of her whole family. Tell claire and jenna that im thinking about them, too. Now. Im so happy that the foundations up!! If you could, please email me and let me know how to donate to the foundation. I would love love love to come to one of the events, but i live in belton, MO =[. But i would still love to donate!! thanks!! RIP sweet layla!!
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I wish you HUGE success with Layla’s foundation! I am so proud of you for doing this! It is going to help so many people that are going through what you went through with your sweet Layla. You have been in my thoughts and prayers from the first day that I learned of your family and you will continue to keep you in my prayers. I know this is going to be EXTREMELY successful and you are going to make Layla proud! I want you to know that if there is anything that you need from Minnesota, know that I am here for your family and I would help you in a heartbeat! I don’t want another family to go through what you went through and especially what precious Layla went through. God Bless you Ryan, Shanna, Jenna & Claire!!! We love you Layla Grace!
Layla Grace touched my life. I see many people saying they would volunteer but do not live in your area. I hope you can, when time allows, give us across the country a mission so we can help raise money.
We are out here. Use us. God bless and stay strong. So many of our little ones are going to benefit from all this.
Thank you.
Thank you for the update. Your family continues to be in my thoughts and prayers. I think what you are doing is wonderful, to continue to help the families effected by this disease. God Bless you and your family.
You are doing such a great thing!!! I wish I lived in Houston. I can help here in Frisco, TX. We did raise $100.00 through our part of the World Wide Bake Sale you approved!!! We have another one at the end of this month as well.
Let me know what we can do for you here in DFW!!
Whether we can see it or not, the Lord is always working! Always praying!
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I think of Layla Grace often – it is wonderful that you are honoring her in this way. I hope your foundation will build a national presence and eventually a global one.
I’m so excited to hear about your first Houston event. Hopefully myself and my family can make this event. With permission I’d love to take photos of the event also, and share them with EVERYONE and help spread the word.
hello there my prayers are still with you and your family am glad to hear you are all doing fine and well and also believe that Layla is also happy that you are all in good spirits she is watching over your god bless and take care RIP SWEET LAYLA GRACE
I still think about Layla Grace everyday I keep her picture on my facebook and I still cry..Thank you again for sharing her story I followed from the start,so did my daughters.I pray for a cure,so no more children or family’s have to endure this pain,God Bless you all
I am located here in Houston and would love to help. I am Accountant by trade but also do event planning on the side, for fun. I am a member on the board of directors for two local 501c3 organizations and am willing to do whatever I can to help yall get going. I live in Montrose and work a few blocks from the Galleria.
As an aside I have volunteered with Alex’s Lemonade stand in the past. I have two small boys, one of whom has a rare genetic condition and have an intimate connection to TCH and the struggles of hospital family life. I’m looking forward to finding a way to support your mission. Please shoot me an email and let me know where I can start to help.
-Dorian
I was turned on to your website from my friend who lives near you. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. No one should ever have to endure the pain of losing a child and my heart hurts for you and your family. I work and volunteeer at a grief support group here in Salt Lake called The Sharing Place and I think their website might be a good one to check out for some references on dealing with your unimaginable grief. One book that I particulary like and that has been helpful in explaining a loss to children is When Dinosaurs Die by Laurie and Mark Brown. It helps put a death into terms they can understand.
Again, I am so sorry for your loss of Layla but I am truly inspired about the attitude you portray and your desire to turn this tragedy into something good. Please let me know if you have any questions about The Sharing Place or need some materials on children’s grief.
All my thoughts and prayers,
Lauren Ricci
I just cant think you enough for sharing this story with us. My prayers are you and the entire family. It is the hardest thing any parent could go through, and is the last thing anybody would even imagine going through. I think yall once again for the encouragement,will power, motivation and most especially faith to go through it myself. My son was diagnosed last year in july with the same type of cancer Neuroblastoma and he too has stage 4. Thanks to GOD and everyones prayers he’s been doing outstanding fighting it as we speak. So think you again, My prayers and heart go out to you. I would love to know when you have any big plan or arrangement to raise money for Layla Grace Foundation If i can help i would love to, and thank you again.
Such a heart warming post to find. Blessings on your work! Continued prayers for you and your family. {hug}
Shanna-
I do not live in Texas, but oh so wish I was there to help you and your family in any way possible. I have followed Precious Layla’s courageous journey from the beginning and learning her fight had been lost, broke my heart to pieces. My 10 year old daughter, Makayla, saw me crying after I learned the news. I explained why and what had happened and together we sat and read through your blogs and looked at pictures. Our little way of celebrating Layla’s amazing life.
I am in Chicago, IL but would so love and be honored to help out the organization in any way I possible can. Please, if you think of anything I can do from a far for you and or the Layla Grace Children’s Cancer Research Foundation, do not hesitate to tell me about it. Anything I can do to help so that another child and family does not have to endure what Layla and your family did, would be an absolute Honor <3
RIP Precious Layla
God Bless Shanna, Claire, Jenna, Dad & Sweet Layla
Sincerely,
Jenna Basil
I don’t know if you actually read all these comments or if you’ll actually see this but I just was reading a blog of a family who has done a lot of missions work in Haiti. They have a little girl who was just diagnosed with neuroblastoma. Their blog is http://www.howcantheyhear.org. I thought maybe you all would have some words of comfort and wisdom for them as they walk this road.
I would be honored to help with voluntering! Baby Layla grace is just precious and her story has touched me. Please let me know if i can help!
We live near Houston and would love to hear more details regarding your wonderful cause and look forward to participating! God Bless!
I live in Houston and I would be honored to be a volunteer!!! When is it going to be held? I hope it works out because I’d love to!! =)
I live here in Dallas and was first turned onto your site from a local radio station kiss fm. I’m a 31 year old father of a 6 year old son and a 13 month old daughter. I have to say that when I first started reading your post that it was so heartbreaking to me And I cried like I never have before for people that I have never met and a beautifulll strong little girl that I wish I would have had the privelage of meeting. as a parent you can’t help but to ask yourself that one question. What if that was my child. As I’ve read feedback and the support your family has received I realize that there is still good in this world amongst all the evil that goes on. As for your little angel that I believe was put on this earth for a reason served her purpose and she did more in her lifetime that 100 people could have done. All to often we get caught up in the fast lane and we never slow down to enjoy life and the people in it. Because of your story it has changed the way I treat people and especially the time I spend with my family. As I just found out your loss my son laying in bed with me asked me why I was cryng and I told him it’s hard to explain but I found out that a angel had Been called up to heaven and someday he would understand what I was talking about. Your little angel with the courage of 100 men is sitting right now up in heaven next to our lord above holding his hand and having no fear and no pain looking down on her wonderfully brave family and inspiring family sending you thoughts and comfort in your sleep that she is okay and she is being looked after well. I’m sure you allready know that god takes good care of his children especially the angels that he sends down to us and often takes to soon. I fell I’m far from the relationship I should have with god. But you’ll have inspired me to make it better. I have never met your family and probably never will but just by your pictures and story I can tell you’ll are a loving family and although you were sent your angel for just a short time you will always carry her with you’ll forever and she will always be watching over you. My thoughts are with your family and I will say my fret prayer in a long time and include your family in them. Thank you for sharing your inspiring story with us. Danny Jezek.
Know that you’re in my thoughts and prayers!
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Dear Marsh Family,
I have been following your story for quite some time now, and my heart still breaks for you.
I found this website and thought of you. http://www.ouralexander.org. These sweet parents have a similar story, and they have astounding evidence of what they believe caused their son’s cancer. Be sure to read their “Letter to Congress”- the link is under Latest News in the upper left hand corner of the site. If what they have found is true, someone needs to blow the top off what is going on. I think you just might be the people to do it.
I will keep you in my prayers, and continue to do whatever I can to help you in your mission.
XO,
Krista
Just wanted to let you know that even though I don’t know you, I think of your family often, and pray for you all frequently. Your little angel has truly touched so many lives, thank you for sharing her with us despite the pain. *love*
Shanna……I would be glad to do whatever I can to help. I live near the Jersey Village area so I am pretty close. Let me know what you need.
Beautiful. I’m a published author working on an anthology by parents who have lost a child to give support, comfort, compassion to those who are losing a child to a terminal illness or who have recently lost one. Your story with Layla would be a remarkable addition to our book. So often people say, I know how you must feel. As a parent who lost a baby, I can say, No, you don’t. You can’t ever know.
This book is for those who need the comfort and the hope that comes after losing a child from those who do know exactly what they’re going through. Of course, each child and parent has a story, whether it’s of anger, sadness, a spiritual sign, laughter, a special way of remembering that will help others.
Can you please email me so I can discuss this with you? So far, we have about two dozen contributing authors for From a Lullabye to Goodbye. My email is PcMcKenna6@aol.com My hope is that every hospital, hospice, etc., in the country will have this book on hand to give to parents when they lose their most precious babies. When I lost mine, the hospital gave me a book about miscarriages and said maybe there is something in there that can help you. We’re sorry we don’t have anything relevant to losing a baby.
It’s an untouched subject because so few want to talk about it, they’re uncomfortable. But those who lose a child need the love, advice and comfort of those who truly know how they feel. I’m certain of that. I did.
My email is: PcMcKenna6@aol.com
Patti McKenna
You are continually in our prayers since your journey is ongoing. It is amazing you started a foundation. We will pray for volunteers. There is a little boy, Carter, in Waxhaw, NC that is in the final stages of Neuroblastoma. His caringbridge website is http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/cartercummings. I am sure his parents are in need of some encouraging words, especially since you know exactly what they are going through because sadly you have been there. Many Blessings.
I wish I lived closer!! I would love to help! Just wanted to tell you that I live in Michigan and the other day I was at Target and saw a little girl wearing the ‘Layla Grace’ beanie! I told the mom I loved the hat and we got to talking and come to find out she had bought it because of you and Layla!! Your beautiful family has touched SO many people. I still think of Layla every day, and I will NEVER forget her or the rest of your family. There is no doubt in my mind that you will do absolutely AMAZING things with your foundation! God Bless!
Your strength is inspiring and I think .. no I know what you are in the works of doing is going to change the lives of other families and you are amazing for doing this my prayers and thoughts are with you and your family threw this journey. Your Angel baby has great company in heaven my children’s grandma went to Heaven Oct. 23rd from a violent crime, its always about the babies with her so I know she is holding on to your Layla and welcomed her at the gates with love in her heart as if she was her own grandbaby. She will get plenty of Mema kisses !! I know it !
Know that I’m continuing to pray!
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That is amazing what you are doing for Layla. She is looking down from heaven so proud of her family. I wish I lived near as I would volunteer. God bless your family. Hugs
Please post information with any help you may need. My heart aches for your family and I will assist anyway I can. Staystrong..
Into thy hands, O merciful Savior, we commend the soul of the servant Layla, now departed from the body. Acknowledge, we beseech thee, a sheep of thine own fold, a lamb of thine own flock, a sinner of thine own redeeming. Receive her into the arms of thy mercy, into the blessed rest of everlasting peace, and into the glorious company of the saints in light.
May her soul, and the souls of all the faithful departed, rest in peace, through the mercy of God, rest in peace. May Light perpetual shine upon her.
Amen.
Thinking of you all this morning & praying for you. My 2 year old still talks about Layla out of the blue
I just wanted to let you all know that every one of you remain in my prayers. I hope the days and nights are being kind and that God is comforting your hearts.
Praying hard in Seattle!
Psalms 46:1-5 God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea; Though the waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the swelling thereof. Selah. There is a river, the streams whereof shall make glad the city of God, the holy place of the tabernacles of the most High. God is in the midst of her; she shall not be moved: God shall help her, and that right early.
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i will be painting faces at thr fundraiser i cant wait to see yal:)
First of all I’m sorry for not being as attentive to your blog as I wanted to be.. second if you Ever need volunteers please feel free to email me or call me 409-225-2164
My heart holds much love for you and your family.. and I’m here to help in any way
Still check your page daily to see how you are doing.
These verses are so comforting. Continuing to pray!
Revelation 21:1-4 And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
Prayer Bears
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I would love to be apart of your organization. Please contact me if you need volunteers.
anshahan@hotmail.com
Amy Reynolds
I heard of Layla on the Dan Spitz website. I play in an Anthrax cover band and am living with brain cancer. Just reading of the bravert of this little 2 year old just gives me more courage than I ever thought possible. Thank you for sharing her life with us.
Always here praying
John 16:33 These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.
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Remembering your sweet Layla. She lives on through so many.
Happy early Mother’s Day.
Remembering You On Mother’s Day
No little hugs or kisses
to wake me up on this morn.
No special card or roses sent my way.
Bittersweet feelings, at least a thousand tears;
Quietly, I celebrated you this day.
I am not like the others,
Though I still wear the name.
I cannot hold you in my arms,
But I love you just the same.
I knelt beside your resting place,
Though I knew you were not there.
I prayed to God in Heaven:
A peace I found in knowing,
sweet child, you’re in His care.
To see a mother with her baby-
How my heart breaks in two;
But never would I trade this pain
If it meant there had no been you.
At times I feel I cannot go on-
Living this life without you.
Yet hidden behind my deepest grief
There is joy unexpainably true.
For my daughter, you will always be a blessing from above.
Your brief existence has bestowed on me a name I cherish dear.
And although this day is not what I imagined it to be,
I will treasure it because of you-
You’re on my mind today and I just wanted to wish you a happy mother’s day. I’ve been missing my grandmother terribly as she finally succumbed to her cancer battle on March 20th and this is my first mother’s day in almost 28 years without her. As I sat crying tonight, I remembered you and remembered Layla Grace and once I visited the page again, I shed a tear as I learned of her passing. I pray that you find peace and comfort and I hope that they’re keeping each other company in heaven; my Grandma has always loved baby girls so she’ll be in GREAT hands.
That is wonderful news! my thoughts and prayers will always have Layla and now the foundation in them.
Hello!
My name is Gosia. I from Poland. The first time I saw your daughter a few days ago on youtube. I loved her right away. Layla was a beautiful and very brave princess. I’ll pray for her and you. Good luck.I believe that Layla is watching over you.
Rest in peace Little Angel.
Still thinking of you all and so very happy for the Layla Grace Foundation .
A friend of mine and I would love to volunteer and help you out! Please email me with some information.